Lie.

you are a very selfish person and a bad mother

plus

I still care about you


e q u a l s


zero

9/27/06

"I'm tired
of being nice to you,"
you hiss,
venom dripping
from your lips
and eyes
hurling
poison darts.
Ugly and vile,
yet somehow
preferable
to the
niceness
you speak of.

happy

rereading my life.
snippets of
love
hate
sorrow
and joy.
seeing that
no matter what,
it goes on.
and
I'm
not
complaining.