lecture.

yeah face the black
just look at it
for what it is
your
weakness,
failings,
continuous blunders
(no that implies an accident.)
in your inactivity
you perpetuate all the things
you hate about yourself
yet still you sit
and write about it
instead.
don't you know
that you can make yourself happy
you know.
you've always known.
you had an excuse before
(not the real reason
but the excuse)
so now
what will you use?
for once
beth
stop trying
and
do.
because really
if you know what to do to be happy
but choose not to
then
You
are what you've been fighting against
all along.